~* not AGAIN ???? *~

been talked to toi kiddingly said few more days gonna be an anniversary and not sure will that happen again..

sighz... seem like its still bleeding tho.. 


hope sooner its gonna be alright... might b too dusty or too heaty???

~* words *~

sometimes i apologize doesn't mean i'm wrong and you are right...
it just means i value the friendship more than my ego.

if your ego does worth so much, it just meaning all your friendship is worth so less... go and have fun with your little world ..

May all your life filled with lots of your EGO.

kthxbai

~* black wood day 3 *~

hello my knee ... i'm sorry to see u so ugly.. pls recover soon...

and pls the right knee faster show your "black green" i'm so worry abt your bone when i dont see the color of you..

~* black wood day 2.. *~

don't know how long it take to get off this thing .. ;(

~*black wood *~

Twisted my feet bang'ed myself on the dustbin, knee down on kitchen floor .. Both knee !!!!!! stupid moi ...

fall on floor not really sure did i twist my arm or palm..

i'm shaking and crying with nobody at home .. i can't felt my both leg .. but i felt the awfully pain on my both knee.. seriously blardy pain .. non stopping crying and lay on floor with my hand on my knee which i knew it can't cure the pain ..

10mins plus .. the pain got off but still i cant really straight my knee .. half crawl and half walk im back in my room .. texting toi an the flow get heavy .. i'm manja'ing .. And he is work and i just try to calm myself ..

seriously its PAIN !!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

~* 爱自己... *~

终于明白，　原来世界上当你在流泪伤心时，　就真的只有自己知道自己是伤心的．．．就算是你身边最亲的那个都不会知道．．．　真的．．．　

不明白的流了整天的泪，肿了眼睛就还是不明白的心情差了两天，　或许吧．．．　或许，　就只是想发发脾气，又或者只是想抒发自己内心的压抑．．．真的很想任性的不开心的说．．．　

为何每次都是我在处理自己的情绪来迎合大家呢？？
为何每次都是我来迁就大家呢？ ? ? ?
为何又每次都是我在想是否真的是我的问题呢？？？　
难道全天下就只有我是生出来就是错的吗？？　
难道就只有我需要委屈自己成全大家吗？？？
难道就只有我需要永远是排第二的呢　？?

他们不要的你拿去吧．．．　他们不用的你用吧．．　他们不带你带吧．．．　他们会生气的．．　他们会不爽的．．．对咯．．．　就因为都是他们！！！永远都是他们!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 我勒???? 我是谁 ???　我不会生气的吗？？？？？


我不明白!!!!!!!!
为何我就不能学会"自私" 有时是必要的...　
为何我学不会 "自私" 多一点是对自己仁慈多一点的呢？？？？
情绪崩溃的说．．．．　好累．．．　真的好累．．．　
我真的太对不起我的心灵说 . . . 我太压抑了...


好想好想把所有东西都放下．．．　去流浪．．．
真的．．．．　


好想．．．　但永远都只是想 . . . .





p/s：　

可笑的是，
她说：＂　看好他．．．　会有很多人跳上他的车．．．．" 　

看吧 ?? 就永远他／他们都是排先...
拜托　！！！！　去跳吧．．．．　如果任何人都可以跳上他的车的话，　我算什么？？？
难道，　就只有人会跳上他的车？？？
难道，　我的不会有吗？？？别瞧不起人的说．．　

~* TEST*~

a TEST i found ....

and i personal felt its kinda accurate ...



Five things are happening in your house at the same time. In which sequence would you solve them?

1. The telephone is ringing!

2. The baby is crying!

3. Someone's knocking or calling you from the front door

4. You hung the clothes out to dry and it is beginning to rain!

5. You left the tap on in the kitchen and the water is already overflowing!

In which sequence would you solve these problems? Write the sequence and check below how your decisions were made.

BUT BE HONEST, THE FINDINGS ARE EXCITING.

First write YOUR sequence from 1 to 5 then scroll below and read after:

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Answer:

Every individual point represents something in your life.
On the list you can see which meaning every point has:
1. Telephone represents Work
2. Baby represents Family
3. Door represents Friends
4. Clothes represent Money
5. Tap represents Love Life

Your chosen sequence determines the priorities in your life.


mine goes with - baby , tap, door, phone, cloths

you ???? ; )