~* 120810 *~

a number that i'll NEVER and EVER to forget ..

NEVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm jotting down for a reminder by myself..

i'm darn so FUCKING FAILED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't go through it ... i really CAN'T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


dear guardian angel ...
i did lots of prayer ... but why can't you please grant my wish ????
why can't you lead me for letting it go ???
why ??????
why must you lie to me ??
WHY ?????????

i'm seriously don't know how to go through it ... please guide me ...

for the first time i'd to run out of gorgeous just that i don't want it to have all the negative energy which while i'd put lot of positive energy in it ...

bless me ... please ....