De' Lu La Maez: August 2011

Saturday, August 20, 2011

~* 爱自己... *~

终于明白，　原来世界上当你在流泪伤心时，　就真的只有自己知道自己是伤心的．．．就算是你身边最亲的那个都不会知道．．．　真的．．．　

不明白的流了整天的泪，肿了眼睛就还是不明白的心情差了两天，　或许吧．．．　或许，　就只是想发发脾气，又或者只是想抒发自己内心的压抑．．．真的很想任性的不开心的说．．．　

为何每次都是我在处理自己的情绪来迎合大家呢？？
为何每次都是我来迁就大家呢？ ? ? ?
为何又每次都是我在想是否真的是我的问题呢？？？　
难道全天下就只有我是生出来就是错的吗？？　
难道就只有我需要委屈自己成全大家吗？？？
难道就只有我需要永远是排第二的呢　？?

他们不要的你拿去吧．．．　他们不用的你用吧．．　他们不带你带吧．．．　他们会生气的．．　他们会不爽的．．．对咯．．．　就因为都是他们！！！永远都是他们!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 我勒???? 我是谁 ???　我不会生气的吗？？？？？

我不明白!!!!!!!!
为何我就不能学会"自私" 有时是必要的...　
为何我学不会 "自私" 多一点是对自己仁慈多一点的呢？？？？
情绪崩溃的说．．．．　好累．．．　真的好累．．．　
我真的太对不起我的心灵说 . . . 我太压抑了...

好想好想把所有东西都放下．．．　去流浪．．．
真的．．．．　

好想．．．　但永远都只是想 . . . .

p/s：　

可笑的是，
她说：＂　看好他．．．　会有很多人跳上他的车．．．．" 　

看吧 ?? 就永远他／他们都是排先...
拜托　！！！！　去跳吧．．．．　如果任何人都可以跳上他的车的话，　我算什么？？？
难道，　就只有人会跳上他的车？？？
难道，　我的不会有吗？？？别瞧不起人的说．．　

Thursday, August 11, 2011

~* TEST*~

a TEST i found ....

and i personal felt its kinda accurate ...

Five things are happening in your house at the same time. In which sequence would you solve them?

1. The telephone is ringing!

2. The baby is crying!

3. Someone's knocking or calling you from the front door

4. You hung the clothes out to dry and it is beginning to rain!

5. You left the tap on in the kitchen and the water is already overflowing!

In which sequence would you solve these problems? Write the sequence and check below how your decisions were made.

BUT BE HONEST, THE FINDINGS ARE EXCITING.

First write YOUR sequence from 1 to 5 then scroll below and read after:

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Answer:

Every individual point represents something in your life.
On the list you can see which meaning every point has:
1. Telephone represents Work
2. Baby represents Family
3. Door represents Friends
4. Clothes represent Money
5. Tap represents Love Life

Your chosen sequence determines the priorities in your life.

mine goes with - baby , tap, door, phone, cloths

you ???? ; )

Sunday, August 7, 2011

~* sighz ... *~

为何要一而再的让我觉得没安全感 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, August 4, 2011

~* the articles found @ 2006 *~

found a post sharing in year 2006 via my old blog ... so worth to have a look ; )
it's time i'm thinking how should i sharpen my axe ; )

~Once upon a time, there was a very strong man. He asked for a job from
a timber merchant, and he got it. The pay was really good and so were
the work conditions. For that reason, the man was determined to do his
best. His boss gave him an axe and showed him the area where he is
supposed to work. The first day, he brought down 18 trees. The Boss was
very much impressed and said, "Congratulations Go on that way! Very
motivated by the words of the boss, he tried harder the next day, but
only could bring down 15 trees. The third day he tried even harder, but
he could only bring down 10 trees. Day after day he was bringing down
less and less trees. "I must be losing my strength", he thought to
himself. He went to the Boss and apologized, saying that he could not
understand what was going on. "When was the last time you sharpened
your axe?" the boss asked. "Sharpen? I had no time to sharpen my axe. I
have been busy cutting trees.

The moral of this story:Our lives are like that. We sometimes get so busy that we don't take
time to sharpen the axe. In today's world, it seems that everyone is
busier than ever, but less happy than ever. Why is that? Could it be
that we have forgotten how to stay sharp? There's nothing wrong with
activity and hard work. But we should not get so busy and neglect the
truly important things in life, like our personal life, taking time to
care for others, Taking time to read etc. We all need time to relax, to
think and meditate, to learn and grow. If you don't take the time to
sharpen the axe, we will become dull and lose our effectiveness. So,
start from today, think about the ways by which you could do your job
more effectively and add a lot of value to it. Hope this story has given
you some insight to life, may you be happy always!

"TO HANDLE YOURSELF, USE YOUR HEAD.
TO HANDLE OTHERS, USE YOUR HEART"

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

~* Lulamae @ 2008 & 2009 ... *~

Been go thru my old blog today while i'm free during the beginning of month ...
i missed my old blog soooo muchhh !!!!
i'd close it only for invited reader for some reason ..
well ... i do really miss it..
i been blogged lots during that period of time ..
and i got some comments for some post ..
which this new blog don't have.
=.=

when i go through some posts , suddenly i don't like it that much ..
as it's mostly sound so sad and sick.
my life ... how can i go through my life which is so sad and sick ??
perhaps that's the rough life i had go thru to make the present me .
the happy present me i assumed.

those posts and photos had bring backs lots memories for me
which i shall be thankful that i'm still here.