~* 120810 *~

a number that i'll NEVER and EVER to forget ..

NEVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm jotting down for a reminder by myself..

i'm darn so FUCKING FAILED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't go through it ... i really CAN'T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


dear guardian angel ...
i did lots of prayer ... but why can't you please grant my wish ????
why can't you lead me for letting it go ???
why ??????
why must you lie to me ??
WHY ?????????

i'm seriously don't know how to go through it ... please guide me ...

for the first time i'd to run out of gorgeous just that i don't want it to have all the negative energy which while i'd put lot of positive energy in it ...

bless me ... please ....

~* T.T *~

for a long time I never T.T ..

nope .. I'm not T.T for angry ...

I just heart pain ...

it's really pain I admitted.




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~* b4 the march end ..*~

I'm far away from moi blog nowadays ..

I do really wonder what make this .. I'd a quite relaxing march if without some own preset "tension ".

I do keep remind myself that the "worry" is no needed but ya know .. worry is an emotion which is uncontrolled I must said ..

what I did is just pray .. meditate and keep "communicate" with the angels myself ..

be grateful before sleep and be bless when awake is what I did . I think it's works... sometimes ..

In march ..

found a really nice car while meeting friend before her bday celebration.





celebrate someone 30th..




went to a "Maggie-favor-aka-super-expensive-steamboat" at botanic.




did some sample nail to celebrate world women days..


went to jolly's bro wedding which served really nice vege .




and nice dessert ..




continue with cool bubble bday celebration in ktv .. (photo haven't loading yet) soweeee..

and went to Michael buble concert !!! darnnnnn NaIS !!!!!!!!!!




toi brought me to have a really Nais burger shop !!! *it's soooooo full*




did some sample to celebrate paddy's day ..




did myself really Nais pedicure .. (^_−)−☆




did myself really Nais manicure ..
(^○^)



and found my most favorite photo of FeB'2011 ..

I just can't spread my leg ... (#^.^#)




and found .. I should let go more ... I just can't do anything to fit everyone .. can I ????

hello APRIL !!!!! should I meet "u" in BALI while there is so much quake recently ????
(−_−＃)


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~* 01032011 *~

01032011 ...

it's marked the end of February 2011..
February used to pass the FASTEST as usual ..
is the globe go round faster or is US "the human" go round faster as age grow older ???

Last night,
Toi : " How do you feel recently ?? "
moi : " huh ???"
Toi : " how do you feel after the changed ?? Do you feel happier?? "
moi : " YES ... alot .."
Toi : " do u feel healthier ?? "
moi : " YES .. i'm .. "

i do feel i'm HEALTHIER and HAPPIER now.

Especially when i able to do what i'm "dreaming" of ..
it's really do comes true tho.

i'm so BLESSED & GRATEFUL that my parents are start to accept and supporting on what i'm doing.
i'm so BLESSED that i LEARNED every new single thing in every new single day. i DID . and i'm in LOVE with this type of learning.


If you would ask me again , i would say ... i'm so BLESSED seriously.